STEFANBOOK

Despicable You "The worse pain one can feel is ripping the heart from the one you love". I hate you so much You are the monster Both of,and by, Your own design. You make my life an actual misery You turn my friends against me, Remember when you cared about me? Yeah,me neither. You fucked me up with your own decisions I've already had enough of your mind games.. Not being with me made me realise exactly what am missing "A free life" I have myself to blame though,you caused too much heart break for me to handle and I was stupid to continue loving you,loving what? A person who is a monster. You are no longer in my heart as a loved one But only as a place holder I will never forget you Nor did I say that i would never regret you, But I'll stay in your head You'll stay in mine. The way you emotionlessly carry yourself affected me in many ways including: depression,causing me to spend many days feeling alone,cold-hearted,being unable to feel loved or anything ...

DESPICABLE ME The sun has rose Let my mischiefs begin What to do? What to do? What calamity should I cause today? Who should I cause it to? Should I snatch that innocent girl's virginity? Should I unintentionally burn Mr.Bako's farm? Or should I help the newly married woman add salt to her soup. There's so many to do So many strife to cause. Of course they don't always know who's behind it.                    ARMADILLO REEZY

My Dark Side I am haunted by a despicable apparition known as "darkness" It want me back,it needs me back,and it's doing everything in it power to have me back, It's using a reflection of a guy i used to be, Trying to make me see that i need it because without it i have nothing And truthfully there is some truth to that Cos I'm not the same person i was before.. This Darkness has always been in me Snatching me away from all my happiness Making it only a dream Showing me my real self- (His prisoner) Instead of rising above,i let it intimidate me Because i fed it endlessly.. So  I'm haunted by a reflection Trying to let me see without it I am nothing When really I.Am.Everything... #Pharuq#

To Dear Talents,   Nothing bearing prologue or preamble in this letter am writing right now. The fact that I've seen that I have many talents and many unsealed potentials. I'm not sorry for not been discovered the unsealed ones. Here is the excuse I am not going to make; the ones have discovered, and being in used haven't fetched me money I been expecting.   Hey! I have to concentrate on the ones am using right now. Be still, while am journey the dream of fairy. ©Stefan. OLANREWAJU BOLAJI. 08:37pm. June 27, 2018.

To Pastor Jayeola,     I'm shivering writing this letter to you. I know I offend you for not writing you. I refused to check on you. I did this and that. I know it was wrong doing it. I'm sorry.    The care-ress you shown on me, during my staying with you; for the countless sumptuous meal, you and your wife's prayers when am seeking for admission. Never will I forget them all, sir.   This so-called letter is to tender my apology to you. Not to in any way angry with me.    I know you are doing great in the presence of the Lord over there. Extend my greeting to Mummy, Yanmife, Deborah, and others have forgot their names. Thank you. Almighty God will continue to shower His mercy on you and your family. Amen. From Bolaji Olanrewaju ©Stefan. 27-06-2018 07:14pm

To the wrong have done, In your invisibility existent, I know you can hear me with some force or cause. If I'm sorry could or would wipe away my wrongs, I'm saying it now, by tendering my apology to you. I'm feeling guilty already. The lies have told, gossip, backbiting, cheating and other forms of sin have committed. Forgive me. Pardon me, from all my wrongs, I beg of you, so that I'll be free over conscience. Thank you. -From the one that wrong you. ©Stefan. OLANREWAJU BOLAJI. June 24, 2018.

FINDING SELF I'm finding you through odds I'm longing you in an unsure Uncertainty is what I am into. The day is long enough The night will last enough For us to enjoy the life we are living. Long enough to live and enjoy. This world itself begins at a specific time Ruling in its desmond shape Govern with its destined features Hovering with what it has to. In this world, This earth, specifically, We have to do what we have to We are bond to what the earth has. To live it, Bad and good are what we are to; Expecting each one to cook his/her made. In the moment, Of not to lost to unsure Don't complain about the complaint Cos' we are all a complaint. ©Stefan. OLANREWAJU BOLAJI. June 26, 2018. 4pm.

Diary, Here is my so long a tiring short interesting story of today.    I woke to the call of my friend, Seun. ''...after the call, I took my bath, had my breakfast and head to school. I actually wasted my time going to school, because the person I wanted to meet didn't show up. Then, I left school for Sanngo, where I would board a Cab to Iwo road and drop where I would get Osun state bus. I did all the process. But something went wrong with my plan, when I got to Iwo-road, the amount the conductor gave me didn't tally with my pocket, then, I had to walk farther for a cheaper one. I kept walking and walking till I got to Gbagi, as if that was not enough, I continue my journey, I walked another KMs till I reached Brewery, yet, all my efforts were fatuously entertained. I had to take another mile. When I got to Egbeda, I met a bus, the price the driver too gave me wasn't fair enough, but, I can afford it. I hopped in.      Journey from Ibadan to The State ...