Despicable You by Pharuq

Despicable You

"The worse pain one can feel is ripping the heart from the one you love".

I hate you so much
You are the monster
Both of,and by,
Your own design.
You make my life an actual misery
You turn my friends against me,
Remember when you cared about me?
Yeah,me neither.
You fucked me up with your own decisions
I've already had enough of your mind games..

Not being with me made me realise exactly what am missing
"A free life"
I have myself to blame though,you caused too much heart break for me to handle and I was stupid to continue loving you,loving what?
A person who is a monster.
You are no longer in my heart as a loved one
But only as a place holder
I will never forget you
Nor did I say that i would never regret you,
But I'll stay in your head
You'll stay in mine.

The way you emotionlessly carry yourself affected me in many ways including: depression,causing me to spend many days feeling alone,cold-hearted,being unable to feel loved or anything at all...

You have a heart of nothing
Nothing other than a heart of stone
I don't want you back
Not now,
Not ever,
Cos you're dead to me; Ma'am,dead to me



(c)Pharuq